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We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will ( " ,)

23 February 2018

the rendition of friendships in my life

Hy!

is that a common way to start over the blog ive killed for years? haha
its like wishing to a grave, knowing no such reply will return.
maybe the wind will blow bit stronger suddenly, or shrieking of such pontianak.
ah well.

im not sure wht exact reason to this sudden update here.
many possibilities really:
:Im nearing 40 and im feeling matured hence maturing is making want to blog so?
: ive got a friend, passionate in writing wanting to start blogging, that it got me too?
:or maybe because i want to share on this particular post ie about friends, that i had to find a social media base that i know NOBODY, i repeat NOBODY  reads it, and that will make me feel freer to express, say, bitch about, gossipMuch about?
(sounds like a choice lalalalala)

in general i miss all my friends.

those i grew up with.
went to tuition together with,
attended together to bday parties (there werent many, pun)
lived just right behind/infront, side ways,
went to school together,
lepak behind the school while watching girls fight (we sri aman memang cam ni)
hang out malls with similar styled shoes (Doc Martin still rules k lala)
attended alanis morissete concert
wrote letters to
text  late night msgs about bf, teachers, bf and bf about (obvioudly not my bf)
those i attend classes at uni, the ones i signed on behalf of their attendance list (dum di dumm)
those i help translate assignments (i get paid too btw haha)
hang out bfast pagi with
hang out lunch with
hell even hangout after office pun (even those of the same person k)
those i work with
original subordinate then turn into family
bosses too from those that originally positional then become personal
those i use to live as roommates as well
those attended my wedding
tht came to ashraff's akikah/bday
pinjamkan powerbank, buku, payung for tht matter
crazy over leathers
crazy over gosiips
crazy over Malaysian Airlines
share the same passion
same policy
same taste in coffee


this list i believe should never end. the friendship too.
just because for most it is jut left as fond memories, the friendship remains.
some friends i see eDay, some ive seen in the last year, most ive never seen after a phase
some ive cheered and be happy for over socialMedia when they added another child, arranged gathering, parties
and my doa
for when there is a passing, moving away, divorced situation too.
my doa is certain, for a smooth passing, well farewell, and pleasantly accepted fate tht life goes on

i dont say goodBye.
Even if i did, it is usually followed with
al fatihah.